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I could not at any age be content to take my place in a corner by the fireside and simply look on. - Eleanor Roosevelt

intestines and talk of rain

July 5, 2006

i don’t know what the hell i’m still doing in the office. my old staff is all messed up and i feel like somebody threw me at the edge of the earth to punish me and i landed in the position where i am at right now. right now.

i hear something in the distance screaming…. JUST QUIT!

and the sad answer to that, is as much as i want to, i can’t. built too much, and extricating myself from all these is simply difficult at the moment.

i’m hungry. i can’t think of anything but food all day. my large intestines must be eating my small intestines up. inch by inch…

i should go home right now…before it pours. the sky looks suspiciously like it’s going to cry again any minute and i just don’t want to be caught in the deluge, poor commuter that i am.

why can’t i just quit? why????

tell me.

Posted by mary at 6:21 pm | permalink

Previous Comments

I wouldn't use the term quit because it's just a harse and heavy word. Taking a step back and looking the big picture is best way to deal with a certain delema.

I know it's simple and easy to say but hard to actually understand. But it's best advise one can give..

later..

ps

I LOVE THE RAIN!

Posted by smokers at July 8, 2006, 3:05 am

i agree with you that using the word QUIT is harsh, but considering that i put myself in a comfort zone for some time and then all of a sudden, i woke up to find that everything is not alright…

i should quit, and quitting now means running away from safety, which should give me that rush, that i might be falling to my death, but i would feel more alive than i have ever felt in my life.

Posted by marya at July 8, 2006, 9:55 am

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