when i dream
May 15, 2006much of what i don’t say is much of how i feel…
i try so hard to make it as real for you as it is for me
and though i just want to keep silent sometimes,
stare at you (or more accurately, gaze into your eyes)
listen to your breathing
just enjoy the time spent with you, sitting side by side,
your fingers playing, writing meaningless stuff on my palm,
i speak out…and tell you how i feel,
even if we both know that much of how i feel cannot be said.
nothing would replace the feel of your warmth beside me.
nothing.
i wish i could be with you when you wake.
i wish i could be there waiting fro you when you come home.
i wish i could see your eyes crinkle when you smile,
your dimples showing,
your smile bursting into full-blast laughter.
i wish we could look into each other’s eyes,
green on black,
black on green,
and grin like silly together.
i just wish to be quiet with you one day. someday.
and love you…
and say i love you without saying anything.
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